...

i am back here again.

i find myself cooped up in my room, wasting precious time lying on my bed questioning my existence, questioning my art, questioning my identity...

no, there's nothing wrong with me, but there's something really wrong with my mind. at least i think there is, i really don't know. all questions seem to lead to one main question, who am i? 

am i really me, or am i a projection of who i want to be? as much as i love what i create, i find something lacking in them and i think, it's me. i see kangblabla everywhere for sure, but where am i? have i lost myself in becoming kangblabla? i can't tell whose thoughts haunt my mind, whose aesthetics guide my process, whose emotions i use... who is writing this?

i don't know. i have been slowly dying inside and realizing that nothing i am doing has a point. should it have a point? it annoys me how fickle i have become. what do i want? where do i want to go? what do i want to explore, learn, produce, experience?

i don't know is what i can say. i don't know is my only answer these days. i know i hate not knowing, but i don't know how i really feel about that. 


argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...this isn't helping.

do or do not, there is no try.

i am a strong believer in doing.

if you want to do something, do it. then, repeat.




if you don't for any reason, just means you don't really want to do it. end.

Something Something Friendship

Something Something Friendship is an art exposition by a group of young artists from multiple disciplines, exploring & expressing the interesting human emotion of longing & belonging, the relation of relating & connection, the sense of fondness. This time round, the exposition will take place in two different locations featuring two group of artists. Be sure to save both dates & come celebrate with us.



Exposition opening receptions:

NARROW MARROW

252 CARNARVON STREET
6PM 8/4/2016

Featured Artists: Lee Sydney, Bibichun, Alex Lee, The Sliz, Cole Yap, Tumbleknots & Ammar Khalifa

PIKNIK EVERYDAY

15 NAGORE ROAD
6PM 9/4/2016

Featured Artists: Kangblabla, ERYN, Little Fox Projects, Sumidik, Terance Chen, IMMJN & Wei Ming

studio / indoor

king green.
acrylic on wood
8" x 6"
2016

another night.
acrylic on wood
8" x 6"
2016

akhyla

rumah studio

#wip